It’s really funny, how even tho, most of the time right now we are spendin’ it laying around, going from the bed to the couch, and repeating it like it’s our job to do so, somehow, I hear in my thoughts, and in convos with my friends that: “WE. ARE. TIRED”
I remember, that before this whole outbreak I used to complain so much about the fact that “I had so much to do”, but in a sort of way, still managed to find the time about everything. Studying, doing live shows at RTSH, going out, editing videos, taking photos, editing them, but now…HELL. I ONLY am finding a willingness to do HALF of what I did, even tho, I am supposed to be “well rested” ( that doesn’t really happen when you’re an overthinker, but never say never ).
I am so tired, even my tiredness is tired.
– Someone really funny said this.
Anyway, the important thing right now we all have to keep in mind, is that it is better to be safe and tired, then going out, breaking rules, putting yourself at risk, and getting tired “for a reason”. Like, for real, I’d rather be tired and go to my own bed, in my own terms, then to go out, get something something we’re protecting ourselves from and be put along tubes that go into places you wouldn’t want them to go.
But I still can’t deny the fact, that the whole online school thing is a big pile of a crazy mess and that trying to entertain yourself, at a point, it gets tough. I remember, a friend of mine said to me once “You Nini make yourself laugh in a way that even I, an only child, am not able to make myself laugh like this”. Saying this, comes to show, that I tire myself from makin’ it laugh, but really have gotten in the whole “let’s make others laugh too” game lately, and this one has taken it really seriously.
So you wanna know something. I am kinda happy being tired, because of doing something that in my “normal days” would complain for not having the time to do it. So there you go: #amtiredofdoingnothingbutalsolovingit
Ps: Doing nothing means: Cooking, watching Netflix, eating, editing videos, having assignments , but all of this feels “like having nothing to do”, just because we’re all doing it from home. And there’s nothing like that stress of having something to do, but sayin’ “I got time”, just because your lame a*s thinks that sitting around your home somehow will affect your life in having more time to do things. #yeahright #crazy
THE LOUD ONE! 